Episode 169
Episode #164 - Chasing The "Spookiness" Of Our (Unintended) Dreams: An Interview With Rebecca Williamson
Finding your purpose to accomplish what we are set out to do in our lives may be easier for some over others. Through hard work, proper education, and direction that is granted from the mentors, friends, and family, we are able to define our purpose easily. However, form some, the ways in which this direction manifests comes from unexpected twists and turns that allow us to flourish in ways that we originally thought were not possible. Today's guest, Rebecca Williamson, discusses her "career shift" from postmaster to owner of the Cambre House, which transformed her way of doing business to earn a living, but has enriched her life (& family) in many surprising ways. Her "spooky" ghost tours and offerings as a wedding venue are a tip of the iceberg to this incredible story of transformation through grief and pain, and turning it into something that was not originally the purpose she set out in life. Through careful assistance & determination, learn how this growth journey for her has helped others to push open weighted doors and give opportunities to create long-lasting memories for others, even during this Halloween season.
Guest Bio
Rebecca owns a haunted wedding venue. She talks about the history of the farm, ghosts, and the challenges of starting a business with people telling you how to do it who don't actually own a business. Rebecca went from mail carrier to business owner with a very unconventional business that had a big learning experience!
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Intro/Outro By: Michael Dugan, Podcast Host: Voice4Chefs
Transcript
Welcome to the podcast where relationships, confidence, and
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:determination all converge into
an amazing, heartfelt experience.
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:This is Speaking From The Heart.
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:Joshua: Welcome back to a very spooky
episode 164 of Speaking from the Heart.
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:Now, if you're not sure why I think
it's a little bit spooky, you're going
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:to find out today because today's guest
is Rebecca Williamson, and no, she's
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:not spooky, but what she represents
might be a little spooky in itself.
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:Rebecca owns a haunted wedding venue.
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:She talks about the history of the farm,
ghosts, and the challenges of starting a
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:business with people, telling you how to
do it, who don't actually own a business.
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:Rebecca went from a mail carrier to
business owner in a very unconventional
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:business that had a big learning
experience, and you're going to find
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:that today's story, especially of how she
got into this house that she owns, which
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:is a very beautiful place which we'll
talk about, really helps to understand
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:why sometimes, even in our own houses,
trying to be able to build that value,
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:build that consistency, build our
future, might be tougher than it might
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:appear, especially from the surface.
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:Now, I've had other guests on the show
that have talked about not only their
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:adventures when it comes to owning an
Airbnb, maybe even traveling through
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:a variety of different areas of their
lives to get to where they are today,
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:but I think you're going to find that
this story has some twists and turns, not
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:only of opportunity, but also invest in
something that might be scary starting
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:out, but actually might help us in the
bigger scheme of things, being able
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:to learn, being able to shift in the
priorities and direction of our own lives.
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:I think you're going to hear from
Rebecca's story that that purpose, where
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:we find those opportunities, means that
we're not always granted tomorrow, so
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:we should take advantage of today in
order to not only find those ways in
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:which we can make inroads, but even if
it's scary in itself, spooky, that is,
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:you're going to learn so much about
how it's not as spooky as it sounds.
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:But with that, let's go to the episode.
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:All right.
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:We're here with Rebecca Williamson.
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:Rebecca!
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:Thanks for sharing your
heart with us today.
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:Rebecca: Well, thanks for having me on.
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:I'm excited to be here.
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:Joshua: I love what we're going to be
talking about today, but first off,
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:Happy Halloween to all of those that are
listening to this episode, because I think
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:today's guest will give you a little bit
of perspective of why I had this episode
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:air on the date it is airing on, so thanks
so much for spending some time with me.
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:I already let the audience know a little
bit about your story and what you are all
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:about, but I got to ask this question.
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:Why would you buy a historical
house to rent out, and have
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:all these kinds of activities?
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:There's has to be a backstory, and maybe
he can start from the beginning with us.
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:Rebecca: Yeah, so there is a lot of
backstory to Cambre, so the Cambre
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:House itself was built in 1867 by
French immigrants who came to the
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:United States to be part of this perfect
utopian society called the Icarians.
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:The Icarians were kind of like
a hippie commune where you
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:sold everything you owned.
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:You donated it all to this society and
lived in this apartment like complex.
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:The Cambres came over from France to
be part of this idealistic movement,
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:and then they ended up branching
out on their own and bought the farm
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:that I now own in 1860, and four
generations of Cambres live there.
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:They had an apple orchard there, so it
was a working apple orchard until around
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:the 1940s, and then in 1979, the family
ended up selling the home at auction,
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:and my grandmother had come there as a
little girl to pick apples, and she had
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:some really fond memories of being out at
that farm, and so she told my grandfather
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:she really wanted to buy it, and so she
dragged him out there, and said, "We're
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:buying this!', and he fell in love with
it too, and so they bought it, not with
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:the intention of ever living out there,
but because they loved history and
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:antiques, and my grandmother always said
it was exactly the way she remembered it
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:when she was a little girl, and there's
very few places you can say that about.
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:The Cambre family built the home
really well and they actually
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:took very good care of it.
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:They never remodeled the home at all,
and when you're there at the house,
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:you can tell that this home is almost
actly the way it was built in:
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:so my grandparents bought it with the
intention of preserving the history.
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:They filled it with antiques, and
treated it kind of like a life sized
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:dollhouse, and then we did craft shows.
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:We did weddings.
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:If there was a big family gathering,
we were doing it out of the farm.
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:In 2015, my grandmother passed
away, and then two weeks later, my
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:husband passed away suddenly, and-
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:Joshua: Oh wow.
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:Rebecca: Yeah.
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:Joshua: I didn't realize
that, so I'm so sorry.
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:Rebecca: Yeah.
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:It was very sudden for my husband, my
grandmother; she'd had some problems
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:for a while and she had a stroke, and so
her passing was slower, and then after
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:she passed, two weeks later, my husband
just literally drop dead, and so the
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:Cambre House was their favorite place.
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:My grandmother loved it, and
my husband loved it as well.
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:He loves spending time out there and being
there, and so in the mongst of all that
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:grieving where I didn't really know which
way was up, they were getting ready to
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:sell the farm, and we had a real estate
person come in, and they told us that
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:anybody who bought this property would
have to completely gut it and remodel
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:it if they planned on living in it, and
having this historic home that all the
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:windows are even the original windows
from:
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:gutted and remodeled was heartbreaking.
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:I'd already lost so much at that
point that I just couldn't bear
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:the idea of losing yet another
thing, and so I bought the farm.
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:No clear plan in mind.
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:Anybody who has been in what is called
complicated grieving, so when you're
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:grieving more than one person, or more
than one large loss at a time, you end up
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:in this space that's called complicated
grieving, which is complicated.
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:You lose a big sense of who you are as
the person when you go through that much
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:grief, and there's a lot of physical
manifestations to grieving that you don't
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:really realize until you're in that space
and thinking clearly is not something that
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:is a possibility, but yeah, like I said.
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:It was one of those things where I just
said, "I'm not going to lose one more
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:thing.", and so I bought the farm, which
trying to explain to your friends that
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:you bought this three bedroom farmhouse,
in the middle of nowhere, over an hour
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:from your house that you don't ever
plan on living in is kind of rough, so-
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:Joshua: I mean, I kind of had that
thought; like this wild proposition
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:that maybe you were doing this for noble
motives, but then hearing this, I almost
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:felt like this was like a triple whammy
of sorts that if you would have bought the
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:house, and you would have been not been
able to fix it, that just would have been
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:another grieving moment for you, perhaps.
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:Rebecca: Yeah.
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:Yeah.
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:It would have been another
grieving moment, like the idea
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:of losing one more thing was just
something I just couldn't handle.
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:I literally couldn't stomach the
idea of losing one more thing, and
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:I bought it, and it was just one of
those things I'm like, " I don't know
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:what I'm doing with it.", so then
I bought it and then said, "Oh my!
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:What on earth did I just buy?
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:What am I going to do with this?
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:I have no clue.", so I kind of
went back and I said, "Okay.
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:Well, what did my grandparents do
with this?", so they did craft shows,
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:and then I'd had a few cousins that
got married over the years out there,
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:and so I had the bright idea that I
could open it up as a wedding venue.
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:Now, I was a mail carrier at this point.
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:I was not a business owner.
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:I didn't know anything about
business, but I'm like, "You know.
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:We've had some weddings.
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:This'll be easy.
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:I'll just tell people we're doing weddings
out here.", and love to show up, because
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:people like outdoor weddings right now.
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:It's a big thing, and oddly enough,
you do actually have to advertise.
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:Joshua: Yeah.
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:Usually that's how it works, and
I've learned that the hard way for
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:my business too, so I can understand.
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:Rebecca: I mean, you come into
these ideas like, "Oh yeah.
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:Slap out the sign, and people will know,
and they'll show up.", and that's just
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:not how that works, and so I was able
to work with small business development.
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:It's a free program through the
government, and they were able to
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:kind of help me learn how to run a
business, learn how to market myself.
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:This is a farmhouse out
in the middle of nowhere.
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:No one will drive by this place
ever, unless they're looking for it,
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:and sometimes they drive by anyway,
so the marketing aspect of it was
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:super important, and I was grateful
for the help for the small business
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:development where they came along,
and were able to kind of give me a
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:crash course in owning a business.
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:Joshua: I've been looking
at photos on your website.
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:For my listeners, I'll have them
in the episode notes too that you
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:can take a look at this house.
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:It's beautiful, and I see the
work that you've done with it.
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:I really am afraid to ask you
this, and maybe you remember it,
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:but I'm kind of cringing a bit.
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:You said that a lot of
work had to be done.
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:How much did it cost to actually
renovate the overall house to
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:make it a functional facility?
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:Rebecca: Not as much
as you'd really think.
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:My grandparents had done a lot of
work themselves when they purchased
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:it from the Cambres, and like I
said, it was really well preserved.
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:A lot of it was just going through
and cleaning; a lot of cleaning.
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:My grandparents had been in the
nursing home for the last six
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:years of their life, so it hadn't
really been used in six years.
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:There was a new furnace involved.
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:I took out some really old carpet in
one room and laid down some new floor.
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:I was really hoping to salvage the
floor underneath of it, but when we
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:pulled up that really nasty old carpet,
there was plywood that had been nailed
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:down like an inch apart, like into
the entire floor, like little one
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:inch squares, and it was crazy, so-
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:Joshua: Yeah.
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:Rebecca: Unfortunately, I couldn't
save the floor underneath, but I
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:found like a floating floor that's
put over the top that a lot of people
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:think looks like the original floor,
so I was able to match that up.
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:One building had to come down.
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:The foundation was kind of giving out
on this old barn, and so we took that
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:down and put in a patio, but as far as
old houses in the middle of nowhere,
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:we got really lucky in that there
wasn't a whole lot of extra stuff.
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:Joshua: Now, I noticed that this is
overlooking the Mississippi River, so to
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:put this in perspective for our listeners
as to where this is exactly located,
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:can you kind of give us an idea, if
you can, draw that map visually for us.
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:Rebecca: Sure, so I am
in West Central Illinois.
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:If you picture the shape of Illinois,
there's a nose, kind of on the
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:side, and I am right on the nose of
Illinois on the Mississippi River.
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:Joshua: It has to be actually pretty
beautiful to be at the house, being
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:able to also see that overlook and then
being able to use it for a variety of
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:different things, so you started to say
some of that already where you converted
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:this into a wedding facility, but I see
that on your website, you have rentals
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:and ghost tours, so I wonder if you
could tell us a little bit about what
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:you offer in terms of general rentals,
and then, what's appealing to going
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:to this house to then do a ghost tour?
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:Rebecca: And now we see why
I'm on the Halloween episode.
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:Joshua: Yeah.
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:I like getting super scared about it.
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:Ooh!
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:Okay.
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:That was my visual
effects for my listeners.
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:Rebecca: Yeah, so I own
a haunted wedding venue.
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:Everybody always asks me like, "Okay.
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:How did you realize the farm was
haunted?", and my answer to that question
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:is I spent the night there for the first
time, so when we were kids, we spent
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:a ton of time out at the farm, but we
didn't actually spend the night, because
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:my grandparents lived about 10 minutes
away from the house and when it got dark,
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:we all just went home, or we went to
grandma and granddad's to spend the night.
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:We didn't stay out there, so I bought
the home, and we're getting ready to do
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:some work, so we went out there for the
weekend, and that particular weekend, I
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:brought my sister and my daughter with me.
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:My daughter was eight, and as the
sun goes down, it becomes apparent
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:that we're really going to spend the
night there, and my daughter panics,
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:so my eight year old is freaking out.
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:She's like, "I am not sleeping
here.", and I'm like, "Yeah.
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:You are.", and she was
like, "I don't think so.
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:You are going to take me home.", and I
said, "Absolutely not.", and so I had
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:the car keys, and she can't drive, so she
is actually staying here at this house,
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:and she refused to sleep in any bedroom.
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:I mean, if that was a flat, hard no.
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:She was not going to sleep in any
of those bedrooms, and we finally
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:compromised in the fact that she was
going to sleep in the living room.
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:We'd brought an air mattress with us,
so I am sleeping in the middle of the
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:living room, on a twin size air mattress,
with an eight year old glued to my side,
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:who is terrified to be in this house.
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:Now, my sister slept
upstairs in a bedroom.
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:She'd brought her puppy with her, and
the puppy was like six weeks old, and
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:was still going outside to go to the
bathroom in the middle of the night,
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:and so in order to do that, she comes
down the stairs, walks right beside
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:my head, goes out the front door,
comes back in, so in the middle of
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:the night, I'm waking up three times
by somebody coming down the stairs,
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:walking past me, and going out the door.
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:I did not open my eyes because I
don't want to get the puppy excited.
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:I finally got that kid asleep.
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:We're not going to make waves here, right,
and so the next morning I told my sister,
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:"You know, your puppy did really good.
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:You guys only went outside
three times last night.", and
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:she says, "Puppy did great.
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:We went outside twice last night.",
and I said, "No you didn't.
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:You went outside three
times.", and she says, "No."
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:Joshua: Oh.
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:Rebecca: We argued, and finally came to
the realization that I really had heard
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:somebody come down the steps that was
not my sister and go out the front door,
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:and so that kind of got us thinking about
stuff that had happened at the farm.
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:My grandparents never
thought the farm was haunted.
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:That wasn't something that we had
actually talked about, that during the
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:eighties, that wasn't really a thing
people did talk about, but the basement
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:door of the house opened so often
when we were kids, if there was a big
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:event out there, a lot of times they
made one of us grandkids stand by that
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:door to make sure it was stayed shut.
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:The attic door opened on
its own a lot as well.
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:They always blamed one of us grandkids,
but none of us grandkids ever remember
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:opening that door, and that door
actually, coming back and looking at it
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:as an adult, that door is weighted so
it swings shut, so if you push it open,
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:it will swing shut, so there literally
is no reason that that door should
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:ever be opened on its own, and so now
we're thinking, "I think we might have
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:something going on here.", and I had
a friend who was starting a paranormal
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:investigative team at that point, and so
I reached out to him and I said, "Hey!
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:I just bought this farmhouse
in the middle of nowhere.
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:Do you want to come and check it out?",
and he did, and that was the point where
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:we realized that the home was haunted.
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:We definitely had a lot of activity.
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:We were able to measure some really
solid cold spots about that time.
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:If you've done paranormal investigating,
there's a lot of equipment they bring, and
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:the lights went off, and they got a lot
of activity, and so then it was like, "Oh!
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:I own a haunted farmhouse!"
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:I had a friend suggest that I should
start doing ghost tours out there, and
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:I did, and it went really, really well.
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:I will say hosting ghost tours
is terrifying, because you can't
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:tell the ghost, "It's time!"
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:You can't have practice runs
with people you don't see.
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:Joshua: It's like, "They paid money.
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:Now it's time to come out!"
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:No!
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:It doesn't come out that way.
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:Yeah.
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:Rebecca: I mean, don't get me wrong.
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:I have walked in the house before a
paranormal investigation and kind of
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:clap my hands and said, "Okay, guys.
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:This is it.
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:Don't make me look stupid.", but yeah,
the ghost tours went really well so far.
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:I had really good luck
getting activity for people.
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:I host my own private ghost tours.
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:It's a two hour tour where I
have a paranormal team there.
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:They bring their equipment.
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:I tell them the history of the location
and the farm, and then they get to go
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:investigate with a paranormal team using
their equipment, so it's a lot of fun.
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:It's like you see on the TV shows,
and then I rent it out to paranormal
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:teams who are looking for overnights at
locations, and so the first year I didn't
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:have a wedding at my wedding venue.
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:Joshua: I didn't have my first client
for a while until like about halfway
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:through the year, so I totally
understand where you're coming from.
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:It takes a lot of persistence.
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:Rebecca: It does, and like weddings
are planned at least a year out, so it
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:takes at least a year to really build
up a wedding venue, if not longer.
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:I think I finally hit my stride with
the weddings about three years into
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:it, but the ghosts really kept my farm
going, and for me, having the ghosts
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:there, and doing ghost tours and stuff,
especially coming through all that
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:grieving process was hugely affirming.
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:My grandparents did some interaction
on some of the tours where they were
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:able to like tell me that they liked
what I was doing out of the farm.
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:That was something I was like, since
I hadn't planned on buying the farm,
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:I hadn't been able to discuss that
with them and to do this ghost tour
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:where granddad was like, "Yeah.
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:I really like what you're doing
and I'm happy about it.", that
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:was like, really nice to be able
to get that feedback, you know.
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:Joshua: I actually thought of this, and
this is probably a little far fetched
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:of a question; probably one of the far
fetched questions I've ever asked on the
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:show, but I want to put this in your mind,
and maybe you thought of this already.
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:Rebecca: Okay.
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:Joshua: Do you think that maybe your
husband, and even your grandmother,
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:obviously, they're no longer here,
you think that those are the spirits
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:that might be haunting the house?
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:Rebecca: My husband not as much.
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:We have never really had any
interaction with my husband at
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:the farm, which is like kind of
disappointing, but, I mean, he moved on
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:to wherever he wanted to go I suppose.
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:My grandmother, occasionally is there.
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:Usually before we're getting ready for
a big event or something, we'll smell
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:like this cinnamon smell, which when they
were having the craft shows out there,
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:she filled the house with these cinnamon
broomsticks and stuff, so it had a really
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:strong cinnamon smell, which the last
craft show they had was in:
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:scent is, obviously, no longer really
associated out there, but yeah, before
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:I've had my big craft shows out there, I
will get a little hint of that cinnamon
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:scent, and I feel like she's there, like
she's excited that we're doing this.
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:My grandparents love this farm
so much, and my husband did too.
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:My husband really enjoyed spending time
out there, and so to be able to do this
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:out there, and be able to talk about
them, is so nice to be able to have the
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:opportunity to share their stories, and
carry on this legacy of what they loved.
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:Joshua: That's actually something I
was thinking about is what's the legacy
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:that you want to leave with this house?
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:Obviously, it has been registered with the
National Registrar so that is a historical
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:place that can't be essentially touched
in ways in which that could be ruinous
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:for that place, but I'm wondering for
you, what was your vision when you took
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:over, outside of all the things that
you shared already, what do you think
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:ultimately you want to achieve by having
this space for other people to come?
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:Rebecca: Like I said, originally
there was no plan in mind.
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:Joshua: Yeah.
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:Rebecca: Unlike other business owners
who had worked in Europe for years and
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:years to make a plan, I had no plan.
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:I just had the farm, but like,
as far as legacy goes, I really-
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:Joshua: I'm going to add on to my
question, and I know that you said
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:that earlier too, because I figured
that this was sort of sudden.
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:This sort of opportunity kind of
just sat on your lap and it was
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:here, but even then, you had this
opportunity now, and you've been
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:doing it for a number of years.
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:I'm sure that you have fell into what
you wanted to see as the future for this
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:place, so that's sort of where I was also
thinking when I asked that question too.
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:Rebecca: I think what I really like about
what I'm doing right now is like taking
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:my special place, something that was very
special to me and my family, and making
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:it a special place for other people and
their families as well, so for the wedding
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:couples, this becomes their special place.
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:This is where they got married, and
they'll come back and do pictures with
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:their kids, and things like that, and
so having it become special to them too
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:is usually rewarding, and then like for
the paranormal people, they fall in
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:love with the house too, and like, I
have paranormal teams that will come out
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:here and investigate looking for ghosts
every single year, because they love
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:being out there so much, so that part,
I like to think my special place will
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:live on and be special for other people
too, and I have succession plans, like
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:when you go through a sudden loss like I
did with my husband, you start thinking
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:long term, like what happens after I
go, so I have all of that planned out.
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:There's two options for that.
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:One option is my kids take over,
and they're still kind of like, "Oh!
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:Maybe.
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:I'm not really sure, but maybe.",
so if they choose not to, then I
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:can set this up as a non profit,
and have a board that runs the farm.
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:Joshua: It sounds like there's always
going to be a farm, and a place to
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:go and watch the Mississippi River.
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:Rebecca: That's my plan.
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:Joshua: Yeah.
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:I'm glad to hear that.
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:For you, and I find this
connection really unique.
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:Here you were.
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:You were a postmaster,
essentially, delivering mail.
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:You probably were delivering the
businesses, and now you get the mail
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:delivered at this house as being
a business owner, so you kind of
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:did this 180 in your own career.
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:Rebecca: Right.
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:Joshua: First off, I don't think
anybody imagines that journeys in life
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:could ultimately end into places that
you never thought possible, and I'm
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:sure that even for yourself, you never
thought in a million years, like, "I'm
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:going to be an innkeeper of sorts."
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:you're kind of an events coordinator.
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:You're a jack of all trades when it
comes to just event management, and
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:having pretty much a facility that can
be rented out for a variety of purposes.
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:What has it meant for you to grow
from being that past version of
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:What has that journey been for you, and
what has that meant and represented?
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:Rebecca: Yeah.
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:If you would have told me that
I was going to be doing this, I
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:That sounds pretty wild.", but I
really felt like this gave me purpose,
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:so they tell you when you go through
grieving that you lose a sense of self.
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:Your sense of self really gets lost, and
you have to try and rebuild, and re-find
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:yourself again, and starting the business
at the farm really gave me purpose.
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gave me something to look forward to
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:and work towards, and which is just
this project that really took on a
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:life of its own, and gave me back
that sense of purpose and self that
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:Joshua: Do you think that the grieving
process is still going on, or do
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:you feel that it's just part of you,
and not just what is motivating you,
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:to keep doing better for all your
customers, all the people that rent?
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:What does that look like for you
to kind of work through that?
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:Rebecca: I think it's
just a part of myself now.
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:That is something that happened to me.
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:It was very defining for me, and I
don't think- I know a lot of people
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:say, "Well, I'm past all that now.",
or whatever, but it's not something I'm
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:ever going to really get past, but it's
something I've learned to live with.
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:I've learned to live with that as
a part of myself, and I mean, I
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:will always miss them, obviously.
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:I think as kids, we expect our
grandparents to pass away, and so that
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:loss was one that I had been mentally
preparing for myself from when I was
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:a kid, but, when the actual day comes,
you're just never ready, even when
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:you're expecting it and prepared for
it, you're just never really ready, but
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:then losing my husband very suddenly,
like that was something that we
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:obviously not had planned on, and it
makes you think about life differently.
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:It makes you think about how
much more fragile life is.
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:I mean, we all are born with this
feeling like we're invincible, and, "Oh.
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but for the reality is that you just
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:don't know, and you're not guaranteed
tomorrow, and you have to learn to really
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:embrace living today, so I think that,
to me, it kind of gave me that sense
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:Joshua: For you, being that you've gave
this house, the Cambre House, a future
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:for tomorrow, what has that meant for you?
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:I mean, obviously, you've had some
time now to think about it over the
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:years, and I'm sure you've come to
a different conclusion than what
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:you ultimately had set out in the
beginning, because it was sort of like
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:What do you think it has meant to be
able to have part of history revitalized?
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:I love being able to take the history
of the farm and be able to share that.
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:I love being able to tell my
grandparents story, and the Cambre
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:family story, and even my story, to
people and be able to share that.
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:I think originally, like
I said, I thought, "Okay.
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:Well, I guess we're going to have
a wedding venue, and I'll do all
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:this wedding stuff.", and now,
it's almost about half and a half.
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:I do ghosts, and I do weddings, and
for a long time there, I ran it as
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:Okay, on one hand, we're going to put
on the wedding hat and we're going to
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we're going to put on the ghost hat and
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:we're going to talk about ghosts, and
still learning the business process,
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:I went through a business coaching
program where they're like, "Okay.
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:You need to bring these two together,
and put one hat on it.", and I went
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:through and I rebranded everything as the
haunted wedding venue, so, that was kind
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:of my bringing the two sides together,
and now here we are: haunted weddings.
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:Joshua: I have to say.
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:You're one of the more unique individuals
to be able to bring something like those
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:two concepts together, because I always
heard them separately, and here, even
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:in Pennsylvania, we have haunted houses.
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:We have wedding venues, but nothing quite
like combining the two together, so I
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:Congratulations on everything that
you're doing to make that such a
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:success and getting as many people,
many different ideas, out of it.
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:I have been super excited for you
just seeing this and hearing you
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:today; just all these things that
you're doing is incredible, Rebecca.
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:I want to give you the last few minutes
here as we're at the end of our time.
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:Let us know how we can
get in touch with you.
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:Maybe people want to come
visit the Cambre House.
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:Maybe you can give us some information
as to how they can make a reservation.
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:Maybe for the future, they might
want to come and do a ghost tour.
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:Although it's Halloween, they might
be missing out a little bit, but hey.
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:I'm sure you're doing that year round, and
that's an opportunity for them as well, so
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:I'm going to give you the last few minutes
to share all that with our listeners.
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:Rebecca: Yeah, so my website
is cambrehouse.com, so C
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:A M B R E; Cambre House.
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:I'm on Facebook @CambreHouse.
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:I'm on Instagram @Cambre.House, and
then I'm on TikTok too @CambreHouse.
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:At this point, if you type Cambre
House into a search engine,
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:I should pop up somewhere.
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:If you look on YouTube, there's
a lot of videos of people doing
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:investigations out at the house, so if
you like all the ghosty stuff and you
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:want to see what a good investigation
at Cambre looks like, you can
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:definitely check some of those out.
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:Joshua: I think that all of that is
amazing and spooky in itself, so I'm
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:going to put all of that in the episode
notes for you, and also for our listeners
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:to access, but I have to tell you.
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:It is an incredible story of grief,
and turning it into profoundness and
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:opportunity, and I love how you're
creating this opportunity for so many
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:other people, instead of letting it
get the best of you, and I think that
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:is really important in this day and
age to even take a big step back and
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:reflect and I could see this farm
being a great revenue opportunity for
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:not only the emotional revenue that
we need to have, but also what we
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:can generate in our minds as exciting
opportunities, and you've done that.
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:You've continued to do that, Rebecca, and
for all those reasons, and to celebrate
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:those successes, thanks for being on
Speaking From The Heart, sharing with
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:us about all these opportunities, and
I wish you further success in the farm.
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:I love the haunted aspect of
it, and having this venue for so
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:many different people, so thanks
again for being part of the show.
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:Rebecca: Yeah.
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:Thanks for having me
on, and Happy Halloween.
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:Joshua: Again, I want to thank Rebecca
so much for being part of the show,
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:talking about the Cambre House, and
sharing a little bit about her own
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:journey getting to where she is today,
but I have to say, being able to run
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:your own house, being able to run the
opportunities in which you have guests
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:coming in and out, whether they are
scary, whether they are something that
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:falls into your lap, whether that is a
family tradition that you're carrying on,
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:is something that is an experience that
we should never, ever take for granted.
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:Even if everything seems like it's
going to be torn down, including our
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:own house, this is the opportunity that
you can rebuild in whatever direction
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:you want, and Rebecca really did that,
not only in her life, but also with this
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:opportunity that was granted to her.
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:Whether you're going through physical,
emotional grieving, you can build a place
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:where there's many opportunities to start
from scratch, and make it whatever you
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:want, especially in this setting, a place
where people go to escape, be able to
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:have retreats, weddings, whatever the
venture might be, and be able to explore
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:something about themselves that they might
have otherwise never had a chance to do.
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:I think that this story really exemplifies
that we need to salvage part of the
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:processes, part of the things that
go on in our life, even if they seem
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:a little bit scary, and repurpose it
in a completely different direction.
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:Lately, I've been thinking about this,
especially when it comes to the variety
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:of different avenues, opportunities
that I have in my life, even with all
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:the things that happen in my business,
Your Speaking Voice, but I think that
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:we have to learn from these experiences
that even when we are growing, it is
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:okay to shift in different perspectives.
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:It is okay to go in a different direction.
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:It doesn't mean that you have to
test the values of your family.
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:Whatever has happened in the past can
be set in stone and you can't change it.
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:That's not really the case.
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:You can do whatever you want, as long
as you're respecting the fact that
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:it's being passed down to carry on not
only that tradition, which can be used
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:very loosely, but more so about what
the experience can be to one another.
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:That's really how culture begins; being
able to hand down the lessons from
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:generation to generation of the things,
of the places, of the opportunities that
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:others get to explore, and I think that
even when we hear about the feelings, when
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:we are shifting in our own lives, we often
forget about the lessons of our past.
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:Sometimes we are thinking that that
fear, those things that hold us back
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:from really exploring what is out
there, means that we don't want to
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:do what is really the hard work.
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:Rebecca didn't have to fix this house.
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:She didn't have to salvage it for what
it is today, but even then, when you
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:think about all the weighted doors,
all the different hinges that have
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:to be hung, all the photos, all the
experiences that people get to have,
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:just because you're customizing it based
on the experiences that you can show,
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:farmhouses are a great way to explore
those kinds of opportunities, not only
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:for ghosts, but also for yourself.
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:Now, we have to really preface this a bit.
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:I know that for many people,
ghost hunting, that superstition,
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:that paranormal activity,
might not be for everybody.
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:You might be calling bluff on
all those things, especially
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:at your age, and that's okay.
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:There are other people that actually do
genuinely believe in it, and make not
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:only a living off of it, but have also
given some opportunity to reconsider
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:the energy, the spirits that are around
us that help us to feel, or act, on
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:certain things that go and come around.
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:I think those doors, those things that are
oftentimes hard to push and try to open,
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:mean that we have to also explore the
tools that might be even right around us.
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:Maybe that door that we're supposed
to go through isn't ready for
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:us quite yet, and that's okay.
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:What we really need to learn from
experiences such as Rebecca's is
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:that we might be doing something
in one direction, but we can
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:certainly shift it to go a completely
different way, and that's okay, too.
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:It means that we're exploring ourselves,
exploring what the opportunity is
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:to venture outside of those four
walls that we're often entrapped
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:in, whether that is a cubicle.
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:Whether that is your own
work from home setting.
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:Whether that is the manufacturing floor.
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:Whether it's something else
that you are trying to escape.
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:Just know that being able to take a
place at the seat at the table so that
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:you can start to figure out what that
direction is in your life, means that
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:you are oftentimes challenging what
might be in front of you, and not wanting
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:to be part of that process anymore.
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:You want to break down that weighted door.
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:You want to be able to go into a place
of your life that you can explore, but
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:to be able to take a place for something
else, to give somebody else that space
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:so that they can do something that
they might have been dreaming for a
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:very long time, such as a retreat, such
as a wedding, such as escape from the
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:overall stresses of life, that might
be the greatest succession opportunity
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:that could ever fall in your lap.
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:It is a matter of finding
what that purpose is.
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:It's a matter of keeping your nose to
the grindstone to be able to find ways
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:that, for yourself, and for others, you
can keep carrying that torch forward.
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:That, my friends, can be very hard,
even if you're possessed by spirits
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:that are around you that oftentimes
don't have your best interests in mind.
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:Finding your purpose means having
places like this farmhouse that
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:Rebecca has described today.
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:Converting it into something that now
serves a whole different kind of purpose;
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:a retreat of a retreat, if you will,
of being able to find plans, looking
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:forward towards things that you might
be going through, but you need some
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:time away from others, but, even if
you're not quite ready even after this
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:experience, that's what this is exactly
all about: living this kind of experience.
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:You see, we're not always
guaranteed tomorrow.
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:Tomorrow is never granted
to us automatically.
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:We might not ever wake up from our
internal slumber, just like zombies and
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:mummies you might think about around this
time of year, especially with Halloween.
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:It might even portray something of a
completely different nature that you
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:didn't really think was going to happen.
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:You didn't really believe that this
sort of feeling, this thought process,
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:this experience that you are ultimately
having right now in your life would ever
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:come to fruition in the first place.
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:You see, with feeling like you can't
always get tomorrow, you have to live each
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:day with your truest purpose, which is
why breaking down those weighted doors,
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:figuring out what it means to tear down
that house into making it something that's
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:completely different for suiting the needs
for your new house, whatever that might be
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:figuratively or literally, it means that
you have to salvage some of the things
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:that have happened in your life, always
looking back, thinking about what it means
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:to keep pressing forward, to keep seeing
what that end goal is, that even when
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:all the things that happen in your life
happen for a reason, you stay true to the
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:fact that you're never granted tomorrow.
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:During this time of year, it's always
so hard, especially with the loss of
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:loved ones, especially if you've been
experiencing that, and even in the United
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:States, going through some of the toughest
things that you might have ever seen in
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:this country's history, you have to think,
"What is it that we can latch on to?
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:What is it that gives us hope?
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:Helps us experience dreams, aspirations,
to keep working towards that prize that
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:we're ultimately trying to obtain."
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:Does it mean that renting a house,
giving opportunities to others,
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:be able to really suit the needs?
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:Is it something that you really
want to do, but you're not quite
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:sure how to do it financially?
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:Is there something else that you
could do even better than what you're
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:doing today, maybe being able to
create those values in your life.
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:Maybe knocking on those doors that
are weighted, trying to push open, so
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:that you can experience some of the
opportunities to explore ghosts, goblins,
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:other sort of spooky things that might
be happening in your life, whether
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:that is literally or figuratively.
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:Maybe these ramblings today of some
musing that I've had even with this
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:conversation with Rebecca, shed a light
on why it's so important to always do
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:what you always thought you could do.
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:Even if you're told that you can't
do it, you have to refuse it.
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:You have to work harder than maybe
other people have ever worked to be
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:able to bring that value, to bring
that conviction, to bring purpose to
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:otherwise things that people would ever
agree that you can't do, but you want
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:to show them that you are able to do it.
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:You are granted tomorrow if
you're willing to work on yourself
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:and help others to do the same.
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:It's no different than trying to
find purpose in the dreams and
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:aspirations of the job that you live,
and the things that you want to do
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:that have not yet been accomplished.
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:Even if you go through life
struggling on every step of the
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:way, let me ask you a question.
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:Is that struggle helping you to grow?
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:Helping you to rebuild, repurpose
yourself, and what you're ultimately
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:supposed to be doing, but also, if
others are not helping to challenge your
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:status quo, to help you see that light
at the end of the tunnel, if they're
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:not helping you become the best version
of yourself, maybe, in a new way, what
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:exactly are you doing hanging around them?
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:To find this place, to make it special
for so many other people, to create
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:plans to help look forward towards the
other things that you're still learning
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:and growing in, trust me in this.
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:You might be looking not only for those
spooky ghosts, those spooky areas of your
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:life in which you can create that value,
but just like our guest today, you can
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:find new ways to not only help yourself
build that house that you always wanted.
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:Whether it's personal, professional,
business, or whatever the case might
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:be, you are entitled to it, as long as
you believe that you are guaranteed that
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:tomorrow, in more ways than just what
ghosts, goblins, mummies, or any other
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:sort of spirit might say to you, you are
worthy of so much, as long as you believe
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:in what you can be becoming that best
version of yourself, and that might be
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:the best Halloween costume you ever wore.
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:Thanks for listening to episode
number 164 of Speaking from the
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:Heart, and I look forward to
hearing from your heart very soon.
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